Happy or Sad?

Salam ramadhan semua...arynie nk kongsi cter lgi..smentare cuty nie bek luang an mase at blog nie..nk keje part time da xsempat...mne owg trime sbulan jew an...so, now i want story about whether i have goin happy or sad?smlm i outing with my friends and Mr A..dye oke la nan mmbe2 aq..mybe mmbe aq jew yg xbiase dgn dye..mmbe2 aq un de yg pmalu cm aq...hhahaa..dye bwa kwan dye 2 owg..aq knal yg sowg jew..tu aq leyh borak skit dgn dye..kwan dye un oke la..xsombong un an..eppy la gak dpt kuar dgn dye sbb sbulan lbeyh xdpt jmpe dye..da aq at uitm kelantan tu an..mmg xdpt nk alek le...klw time cuty jew dpt jmpe dye n klw dye free jew aq leyh kua..he is always bz...huhu...owg bkerja an,kite kene la fham..aq dgn dye da 7 bulan knal and still as friends..korg msty trtnye2 an dye suke aq ke x...aq ase aq lak yg lbeyh2..mmg muke xmalu towl aq nie...but xpela, bak kata ustaz mne ntah...pmpn un leyh adjust laky...mmg first time aq adjust laky nie..xpnah kot aq ske at laky tu n mcm2 aq wt..slalunye klw aq suke laky tu, pastu klw dye xbgy feedback, mmg aq cari len jew...but dye len drpd len..aq un xtaw knpe aq xleyh cri len n xleyh trime owg len sdgkn de jew yg nk wt aq nie gf dorg..x an aq nk trime jew klw aty aq at owg len an...yg psal sdeyh tu, smlm de la mmbe aq yg plg chantek dprd klgn geng2 aq la...mmg rmi laky minat at mmbe aq nie..klw at poly dlu,mmg dye trkenal la..dye mmg chantek..Mr A cm ske at dye jew n siap soh aq kim slam syg lak...aq un xde cmtu..tu la kot jwpnnye...mmg dye xde aty at aq un n dye xske at aq un...so, from now i will try pretend to like n love him...aq xnk jujur da n xnk ngaku da...aq nk jdy egois lak...hahhaaaa....aq ase leyh kot jdy egois...aq pnah kot..hahhaaa..but mmg kene than la sbb kite cinte an owg tu hnye aty kte jew taw n xdpt nk luahkn...huhu...urm..aq nk brhijab da but tggu mase jew nie...aq nk brubah lak la...agy un almost laky aggp pmpn free hair nie jhat an n dorg ske men an prasaan owg2 free hair nie...dorg slalu akn cari yg brtudung an..rmi da soh aq kai tdung..but aq tggu mse jew..xlame lgi la kot aq nk brtdung...xleyh tggu lpas kwen da..ptotnye aq nk kai lpas kwen...but mne taw ajal aq smpi sblm kwen an..mampus aq...so, aq kene brubah la..urm...k.lh smpi snie jewla..penat taip da...thanxx awk coz happy an sy slame brkwan nan awk nie..sy arap kte x an brpisah...wlpn klw awk da jmpe yg len..slmt brbuke pose smua...Salam...:-(

Teringat & Berangan...

Salam...Hye smua...kite brtemu kembali...utk release an tension, tu yg dok buka blog...update la an...gua tension kot paper killer towl tdy...soklan mgalahkn owg ngh amek phd..hahahaa...i hope i not repeat again paper that..i hope i past..urm...so, skunk topik kite teringat n berangan..??cmne la tu an...hahahaa...tdy alek2 blik jew...pas solat..bring2 dga lgu, tringat lak time sesi mule2 aq knal dye...first date jmpe dye...smua la aq ingt an...dri first date, scnd date smpi la strusnye...smua de sweet memory...hahahaa...owg msty ingt dye bf aq an..aq da wt dye cm bf aq lak...xmalu an aq nie...hahhaa...nk wt cmne, da kite syg dye n da kite jtoh cinte at dye...da jmpe da utk hlgkn prasaan nie but xleyh...sush kot nk ilang kn prasaan syg at seseorg tu..melainkn klw dye da kwen nan someone an..urm...agak2 korg la an dye de prasaan at aq x??sush aq nk tafsir prasaan dye...cmne erh..??but xpela...bek aq xpyh taw...klw aq taw dye xde prasaan at aq,agy wt aq sdeyh jew...bek aq xtaw an...sal brgn tu, aq nie klw da dga lgu hndustan ke, lgu sdeyh ke..msty aq brgan...automatik la twos brgnnye...tdy cm aq trbyg, "aq bwa kwan aq g genting..dye g skaly la an...pastu tgok2 dye kta nk ngorat kwan aq..perghhh...mmg aq pnas jew an...pastu, aq wt ckp la g la ngorat..kononnye dye nk tgok thap cmburu aq tu smpi mne an...hahahaa....pastu bile aq tgok dye nan kwan aq, aq sorg2 jew..air mate aq mgalir..hahaaa...pastu, aq g jln sorg2...de skumpulan laky nie dok kacu aq lak..pastu dok pgg2 aq..aq twos blsah mamat2 tu...kuat an aq...hahaa..lpas tu, aq da xthan tgok gelagat kwan aq nan dye, twos aq nekad nk alek uma..alek sowg2 tu...ngh jln smbil mngis lak tu...hahaaa..pastu, last2 xbrni alek sorg...dye ajk alek..lpas anta kwan aq alek..dye bwa 1 tmpt nie..cm tasek la an...pastu dye luahkn la pe yg dye nk luah slame nie...rupe2nye dye nan kwan aq xde pape...juz nk bgy aq jeles jew..nk tgok aq syg dye smpi thap mne an..akhir skaly aq da trsedar dri lamunan....hahahaaa.."tu jewla cerite sal aq trbyg tdy..imaginasi aq leyh wt novel kot...but x kesampaian..nk jdy pengarah filem un x kesampaian...jdy pencerite at blog leyh...huhu...skunk mggu exam, cdgnye nk contact dye...but nty dlu la...aq nk focus stdy..lpas abez exam, bru aq on call nan dye...x un de gap bpe ary paper, aq call la...windu la plak at dyee...dye jew x windu aq...aq nie spe je d mate dye an...hahaa...k.lh..smpi sini jewla...bce la ayat d bwah ni...:-)

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Menjadi kawan kamu adalah pilihan,

Tetapi untuk JATUH CINTA kepadamu,

bukanlah satu kebetulan.

KERANA..

Ianya adalah sesuatu..

Yg telah ditentukan Tuhan..

Salam...bubye  semua...jumpe lagi...:-P

6 Months I was know him..

Salam....hyeee smuaa..i come back again...da lme x update nie..skunk bru de mase lapang skit wlpn ngh stdy week an..amek mase skit la utk story about my feeling right now..hahhaaa...at blog nie jew tmpt aq mluahkn prasaan aq...Skunk da bln 6 an...so, da msok msok 6 bln aq knal si dye...Alhamdulillah la, hbgn aq nan dye still brthan..hbgn sbgi kwan jew....so, jgn slah aggap lak ye..kang de owg kta aq pasan...aq nie da byk malu nan dye..cm wt dye bf aq lak..pdhal dlam aty da mcm aggap dye bf aq jew...aq nie prasan sowg2 jew an..bia la..but aq smkin rapat dgn dye..xpnh aq brkwan nan someone tu, smpi lame cmnie..slalunye kwan 2 3 mggu, da twos kpel..that's why break jew..xbrthan un hbgn kpel tu..so, towl ckp my mum, kwan dlu smpi bpe taon un..knal aty budi an..skunk aq eppy sgt dgn dye..wlpn x jdy gf dye...mne la taw kot2 1 ary trtunai aq jdy gf dye an...pastu jdy isteri...hahahahahaa.....klw dye bce nie, mmg malu aq d wtnye...selamba ckp cmnie...hahahaa...xpela..bak kata dye an jujur jew...jgn nk tpu2 an..da asyk tduh aq tpu jew...erghhhh...pdhal dye tu yg slalu tpu aq...aq lak yg kene...tpi mslahnye an, dye ske pmpn kulit kuning lgst..aq jauh beza kot..bkn kuning lgsat...hahaha...asenye mmg da kene reject la kot...xde hrapan kot..urm..kulit aq kmerah2 merahan...hahahahaa...nk kta putih xla...xtaw nk ghoyak mace mano...huhu..aq arap sgt dye x tgglkn aq mcm laky len yg knal aq...pastu 3 4 bln tgglkn aq...pastu da myesal dtg alek...mmg x an dpt alek la..ingt aq nie mainan ank ptung ke...laky yg aq cri, aq xkesah dye xsame level nan aq ke pe...asalkn dye syg aq n pndi jge aq...klw amek owg kaye, merana idop...msty dye madu an kte...huhu...that's why plihan aq, yg biase2 jew mcm si dye...aq mmg ase selesa brkwan nan dye..klw xde fb, mmg aq xknal nan si dye...mlalui fb la mle prknlan dgn si dye...tringt lak time mule2 dye knal nan aq...awl2 lagi aq da trkena nan dye..huhuu..lagu denting tu sbnrnye isi tersirat...n aq ske dga lgu tu n lgu tu pnuh mkne bgy aq...hahaha...mmg jiwang towl aq mlm nie..aq nie da d lamun cinta nie...sedarkn aq oiii....hahahaa...syira..syira...kmbali pd asal...jgn brangan da..da la aq taip nie smbil dga lgu hindustan..."janeman janeman" mean beloved beloved...hahahaa...smpi snie jewla...rasenye aq da byk merepek nie....da pnjg aq taip nie...nty kte smbg next episod..hehehe...bubyeee...gudnyte u'olls..

SALAM...:-)

Kisah Bf & Gf

Gf  : Kita main satu game nk x ?
Bf  : Game ape?
Gf  : Mcm nie, esok awk x pyh contact sy. Mksdnye, xpyh text call or ape2 yg brkaitan lh. Sy pun wt mcm tu dkt awk oke? Kte tgok spe menang.
Bf  : Okey!

Esoknye, si Bf trpkselh thn rindu dkt Gf. Mengenangkn yg ni satu prmintaan, si Bf cube kuatkn aty.

Keesokan arynye, si Bf call si Gf tpi x dijwab. So, si Bf pergi dkt rumah Gf dye. Di luar rumah, ramai org. Dye mule rase pelik then trus msok ke rumah. Sekujur tubuh trbaring kaku di tgh rumah dan tubuh tu adalah jasad si Gf yg da meninggal. Mak si Gf pun bgi surat dkt Bf.

Surat tu brtulis :
Sayang, smlm awk dpt hidup seary tanpa sy. Sy pasti esok dan seterusnya pasti awk dpt hidup bahagia tanpa sy. Love u..<3 :-'(

* Sedeyh an cter nieee...ley wt novel aq...hahahaa...nk jdy penulis novel la...:-)

Budak Sombong

Hyeeee smuaaa...de mase lapang nie an..bru leyh update..nk kongsi cter lagi at siniee..xtaw nk cter at spe...hahaaa...blog nie la yg selalu jdy tmpt luahan aq...klw xde blog, at ne agy an..mmg pendam dlm aty jewla...hahahaaa..:-)...citer mlm nie sal fham2 jewla an....sdeyh la..npee dye sombong nan aq...dlu klw on9 tgur jew...skunk da x tgur da...why?why?why?aq lak yg over nie haaa...mcm aq nie gf dye plak...but sblm nie dye rapat jew nan aq...skunk da x...lgsg x da..mcm da xnk kwan nan aq jew...pe slah aq nieee..aq xfham la...klw nk jauhkn diri dri aq...oke fine la..:-(..aq lak tahankn diri aq nie supaya xcontact dye n xtgur dye dlm on9...sbb nk tgok dye cmne...padahal aq taw jew dye on9, but aq trpkse kuat an diri aq nie spya jdy ego...hahhaaa...bengang la aq nan mamat tu...sombong gler skunk...klw de pgganti baru un, jgn la sombong sgt nan aq...klw nk taw aktiviti dye plak, aq buka la twitter or fb dye...ble tgok dye rep twitter pmpn len an, aq lak yg jelesh...wlpn dye xde pape un nan pmpn tu...aq xtaw npe nan aq...da xleyh lupekn dyee...sush kot nk bralih pndgn ke owg len lak...aq bkn jnis yg mcm tu..klw da ske sorg tu, sorg tu jewla aq nk...xnk owg len da..pastu yg sushnye, nk lupekn seseorg yg aq btowl2 aq da syg..da lame aq x buka an aty aq nk ske at seseorg tu...ble da ske, merana lak...hahhaaaa...so, skunk mmg aq da sush nk buka utk owg len ke pe ke..pintu aty da trtutup...luke aq lak yg sush nk ilang skunk...aq slalu kene cmtu..mle2 bek jew nan kte, last2 kte kene tggl n diamkn diri cm tu jew...23.5 nie alek key ell...agk2 dye akn hang out nan aq agy x...??urmmm...skunk un da diamkn diri...confirm la dye xkn hang out nan aq...spe la aq nie an...x secantik siti nurhaliza...neelofa..anzalna...spe agy...hahahaa...jauh beza nan aq...laky an ske yg cun2..yg kai tdung...kn3???da la...smpi snie jewla...awk, truskn la sombong awk tu erh....k..lh..thanx smua for the read...selamat malam....

Salam..:-)

Takot atau Malu?

Salam...hallloooo uols...gedixxx lak aq..hahaha..skunk tjok cter sy takot atau malu?cmne la tu an...sat g korg taw la pe statement dye...huhu...da de mase lapang nie..tu yg rjin update blog..broadband un bru leyh gune, klw x slalu pnjam mmbenye...skunk da de sndiri pnye broadband...no problem la an...sebenarnye kes aq nieeee...aq suke sseorg n first time dlm sejarah kot...aq ske someone nie, pastu siap trus trg agy smpi mnahan malu...huhu...wlpn aq brselindung, dye ttap leyh taw...kteowg hnye kwan jew...teman tpi mesra...dlm sesi prkenalan agy..bia la kwan smpi brtaon2...n bia la cinta lpas kwen...cm best jew cmtu an...but cm sush nk dpt..klw aq nk taw pe aktiviti dye, msty aq tgok laman sosial dyee...mlas nk gtaw sma de at fb or twitter..nk kta an stiap ary aq tgok...nk contact dye serius aq tkot...sjak da taw pe isi aty dye, agy la wt aq takot nk contact dye...kwan aq soh aq contact dye tpi aq ase malu un de...x an pmpn yg nk kene mule an dlu..mmg nk d kata an aq yg mule dlu...kdg2 tu, aq than jew nk mcj o call dye..aq nk tgok dye contact aq x..last2 aq yg xthan, aq yg contact..erghhhhh...syira...syira...mmg sah angau..cmne erh nk wt...dye sntiase brmain lam fkiran aq...aq xtaw nk wt cmnee....tlg..!!!xkisah un klw aq nie 'ss'..da biase da..tpi klw dye nk jauhkn diri dye dri aq cmne....xleyh aq...aq ase cm xleyh khlgn dye jew...wlpn dye mmbe aq..sbb dye tu wlpn mykitkn aty cm ske ktuk aq,bhan aq..lgi2 da taw aq pelat nie...agy la dye ske ejek aq..tpi aq selesa la kwan nan dye..urm..dye pnye gurau tu kn kdg2 wt aq mrjok gak...sbb gurau dye tu cm btowl jew...huhu...dlm byk2 aq knal laky, dye len drpd len..mybe sblm nie aq knal nan dak2 bwah aq n dorg x bpe matang...dye lak beza 2 taon nan aq..atas aq..mmg best la kwan nan owg da matang nie...but aq lak prgai cm dak2..ank manje la kata an...mgaku tu..hahahaaa..kdg2 tu an, aq ske berangan...bile berangan, cter at mmbe aq..hahaaa..lawak jew...mmg aq nie kuat berangan towl la...tpi skunk smua cm da brubah...:-(...aq klw leyh xnk knal nan owg len da..ckup la aq knal dye sorg n aq nk dye la laky trkhir aq nk knal...xpela, bak kata owg klw de jdoh x an ke mane an...umo aq da 22...but lom msok aqy 22..21 agy..hahahaa...de mase agy..xpela, aq stdy dlu..nk cintan2 nie time keje la an..so, aq ikot nsihat kwan aq jewla..wt selambe jew...contact jew dye...tpi takot..cmne...hahaa..cmne la keadaan dye skunk erh...da oke ke...?harap dye sehat selalu...dye da la keje trlbeyh mase...huhu...k.lh, smpi snie jewla nk cter...nk smbg wt assignment...heheee...bubyeeee...gudnyteeee...

Salam...:-)

Broken-Hearted?

Salam...Monink semua...i'm come back again...sy nk smbg cerite arytu la..sbnrnye crite tu about my self..:-(...now, i have got the reason from the boy..i'm so sad and disappointed..i have no hope to enter in his life becouse he say me like his ex gf..i know that, i not worthy to became ur gf..because i not have characteristics who person want like cooking..tuka lak ckp bm...penink fkir ayat english nie...hahahaa...poyo towl aq nieee...sy xreti masak, so mmg xlyak la..reti msak biase2 jew...tomyam,sardin,sambal udang...tu jew un...hahahaaa...sy mmg suka masak but mlas nk blaja jew..yelarh, da skunk ngh stdy..x an nk serabot an otak blaja memasak lak...hahaaaa...cm crite setia hujung nyawa la plak...hahaaa...da kwen nnti blaja la msak an...agy 1, banyak persamaan dgn ex gf dye...xleyh nk wt gapo2 la an...hahaaa..mmg kene tolak ke tepi antara calon2...huhu...sy un xnk cri bf, sy nk cri teman hidup iaitu suami..penat la cri bf, pastu men2...break kn cm tu jew..slalunye bkn sy yg tgglkn laki...laki yg tgglkn sy..nnti sy da keje lak, klw gaji tggi un x an pndg rndah at owg...klw sy cri laky gaji tggi un n hensem gileee kee..sy xnk sbb confirm laky tu akn madu kn sy..wow!ayat aq nie...taw2 jew an..mcm da de pglmn jew...hahaaa...brdsarkn tgok drama da byk an...agy un dye msty nk cari solehah...sy nie solehah ke...jauh dri pggang kot...tdung un x kai..niat nk kai de, but lom mase agy...npe sy msty jatoh cinte skaly agy...tlg la...arytu da trluke, pastu knpe aq jtoh cinte alek niee..aq da penat la...pastu kecewa..:-(...ingtkn laky tu towl2 laky trakhir yg sy nk kenal...n da xlrat nk cari da...but, da sy xde hrpn an..ciri2 dye nk un xde...ingt sng ke nk buangkn perasaan nie...so, bek sy jdi akak sy la...umo 25 bru de bf...sy lak bia la kwen umo 30 ke... xkwen un xpee...ckp jewla xde owg sudi...hahahaaa...klw adik aq bce nie confirm dye gelak2 n aq alek kene bhan...hahhaaa...n dorg akn taw psal spe niee..nk cri jodoh at mekah la...uhuhu...adoiii...cmne nieee...i'm really sad because i love him so much..now, idup sy kembali sedih..x happy sgt da...bilee tgok psgn kekasih ke, brgan jewla leyh....nk ckp pe agy erh...mlm tdy punye la nk ckp byk...bgon pgy twos lost...da x ingt da...xpela..klw da ingt..cter agy lam blog nie...thanxxx blog sntiase mnemani aq d kala aq sdeyh ke eppy ke...thanx gak kpd ssiape yg sudi bce kisah sy...agy 1, sorry for another boy..i cannot accept u became my bf because my heart for this boy...jmpe lagi..:-)salam