Friday, 4 May 2012

Sudah Cukup Sudah...



Khas 4 someone yg mykit an aty aq...Ayat nie mmg sesuai utk aq bgi at dye...:-(
Smpi aty dye wt aq cmnie....:-(

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Friday, 13 April 2012

Kenangan Time Bercinta...

I'm coming back....wah....da lme x update..ckunk mule la aq nk story ckit sal time aq bercinta dlu...aq hnye ingt alek kngn brsme owg yg x mykit an aty aq & smpi skunk aq leyh ingt dye...xlupe an dye un...syg sbgi kwan la skrg...xlbeyh drpd tu...juz de someone jew yg still de at aty aq lgi...3 kaly aq becinta at poly...first time sem 1 la..msok2 jew da mule mggtal an...hahaha..pdhal time tu aq de bf n dye pat poly semambu,pahang..klw x, aq un poly sane..but da parent nk tuka an at tnjg malim, so ikot jewla..tu un puas aq mngis xnk tuka coz da de bf at poly semambu an..cpe xnk poly came nan bf..Da msok poly tnjg  malim nie dpat la tman sorg...mule2 kwan lam 3 mggu knal...pastu brmule la kisah cinte aq nan si dye..dye xpnh bcinte un sblm nie..kire aq nie first love dye..aq ingt an aq kekal la dgn dye..pastu hnye 3 bulan jew pat bthan..dye yg minta ptus..aq cdeyh sgt time tu..mmg sush kot nk trime kptsn tu..time tu nk final exam..nseb bek mmbe2 n roomate ksygn ku,iefa..bgi smgt at aq spy twos an jalan n smgt..thanx iefa..syg kamu selamenye..urm..mmg sush aq nk lupe an dye..slpas dye aq xkpel nan cpe2 da..aq tolak jew owg nk kpel nan aq sbb aq xleyh lupe an dye...aq brharap aq pat kpel nan iye alek...mmg xpat la an...aq fkir alek xpela, aq kene lupe an dye gak..sbb de sorg nie lak senior aq la...poly came gak but dye kos len..kos meki gak same nan Mr.A tu...oke....kisah Mr.A ttup jap...nk cter kisah aq nan  Mr.F nie lak..

Nan Mr.F nie aq knal lam myspace...tgok2 dye poly same nan aq..aq knal nan dye sjak sem 2 la at dlam myspace...pastu jdy kwan jew..no aq un dye xpat agy...pastu sem 3 bru la Mr.F nie pat no aq..aq bgy un sbb nk minx tlg cri an uma sewa asenye..last2 kteowg brhubung la...bln 6 x clap kteowg un kpel..nan Mr.F nie hnye 6 bln jew bthan...aq ingt lgi dye ckp..klw aq bgy peluang at dye, dye akn cube wt aq lpe an Mr.A..time aq trime Mr.F, aq still remember Mr.A..but Mr.F ckp dye jnji x an tggl an aq..aq un trime la...mybe aq kene bgy peluang at dye...smpi bile aq nk arap an Mr.A an...pastu bile aq da msok praktikal, tbe2 Mr.F da len...cm nk xnk msj jew aq...aq pat ase an yg dye mybe da de yg len...aq da pnh trfkir da...dye de ckp de dak pmpn akn praktikal tmpt dye keje..pastu dye kene ajar pmpn tu...aq un ckp at dye cmnie, "mesty awk akn suke at pmpn tu an,yelarh laky an klw leyh nk dkat2 n sng nk dating"..pastu dye ckp xde mknenye la dye nk ngorat pmpn tu...dye kta dye syg aq sorg jew...pastu da lme2 tu 6.12.10 aq ptus nan dye...dye bgy alasan same la mcam Mr.A tu bgy...alasan dye, dye nk solo alek & klw twos kpel nan aq...akn mykit an aty aq..n dye xleyh bhgia an aq..oke fine la an..dye nk solo an..pastu tgok2 fb dye, dye kpel nan dak praktikal tmpt dye tu..slps smggu dye break nan aq...aty mne yg x skit...klw korg at tmpt aq, msty korg skit aty sgt an..kene tipu..ptotnye bgy jewla taw klw da de ske at owg len...aq slalu kene cmnie..laky ske wt aq cm ptung prmainan dorg...urm..da la ttup kisah Mr.F...mls nk cter da...nk cter sal yg ke-3 nie lak...

Mr.N, owg yg aq syg smpi skrg...mmg sush nk lupe an dye..kteowg skrg jdy tman tpi mesra la..but kwan2 aq smua ingt aq kpel nan dye agy...doa2 an la kteowg brsatu alek...nan Mr.N nie un knal lam fb asenye..pggln un adik akak...kire cm adik angkat la an coz dye mude 2 taon nan aq...pastu dye minx no, aq bgy la sbb klw cpe poly same jew nan aq...aq bgy jew la...hahha...nk brkwan an...aty aq klw da trluke, kne de pymbuh..huhu..aq x de ase jtoh cinte agy nan Mr.N nie..sbb aq lom leyh lupe an Mr.A...Mr.A nie ibarat cm first love aq la...mmg sush nk lupe an dye...Mr.N nie taw aq pnh kpel nan Mr.A sbb Mr.N un msok caklempong gak same nan Mr.A...pastu dorg brkwan rpat lak...aq cter la yg aq pnh kpel nan Mr.A...pastu Mr.N de tnye aq, aq ske lgi x at Mr.A..lpas dri SIPMA, aq twos pat lupe an Mr.A..kirenye aq da leyh jtuh aty at owg len...yg leyh tambat aty aq alek..Mr.N nie la..dye mcm Mr.A gak ckp lmbut jew...cm ckp romantik jew an..xde mara2..sbb tu aq leyh jtoh aty at dye..nan Mr.N nie mule2 aq aggap dye cm adik aq..yg aq lak xtaw dye suke an aq...pastu da lme2 tu bru dye ckp dye nk kenal nan aq lbeyh rapat agy..dri stu la bru aq taw...time tu aq x jtoh aty lgi at dye..pastu start ble ntah, cmne aq leyh jtoh aty at dye...dye de tnye aq sudi jdy tman idup dye x...aq ckp la aq lom ready agy...then, dye ckp xpe...dye akn tggu kptsn aq...dye slalu tnye aq...da smggu tu..16.10.11 aq start bcinte nan Mr.N nie...same la nan dye un xbthan..hnye 3 bln jew..yg dye nie aq same an cm Mr.A la...kpel 3 bln..pastu tggl an aq...but dye mmg gentleman la..dye ckp dpan2 aq pe mslh dye..dye da knal parent aq da...parent aq un da knal dye..smpi skrg kteowg still contact & still rapat but juz bkn status relationship la...xpela...mybe kteowg agy mesra ble brkwan...klw dye jodoh aq, aq akn trime...n aq brsyukur sgt sbb owg yg aq syg jdy milik aq...klw dye bkn jodoh aq, aq akn doa an dye pat jodoh yg trbek...klw nk taw dye mmg special sgt sbb slme aq kpel nan ex aq sblm nie..xpnh un aq mimpi ary2...kpel nan Mr.N nie aq pat mimpi dye ary2...n sng nk mimpi dye..aq un plik la...dye jodoh aq ke...slalu mimpi dye jew an...huhu...kelaka jew...dye mmg hero aq la...aq da minat aaron aziz..dye un de gak cm aaron..huhu..dye la aaron aziz aq...hahahaha...but lpas nie aq xpat jmpe dye da...aq da nk abesh blaja at poly tu..len la klw dye dok key ell, patla jmpe...nie dye dok n9..mmg xpat jmpe dye da...arghhhhh....cdeyhnye....aq tkot dye lupe an aq ble aq da xde nty...aq arap sgt dye x an bpisah nan aq...wlpn dye jauh nan aq nty...tggl agy bpe mggu jew agy aq pat jmpe nan dye....klw aq pat blaja UPSI, aq epy sgt n brsyukur kpd Allah sbb pat ketemu an aq agy nan Mr.N...Dan dpt jdy cikgu....huhu....Pape un aq ttap syg dye smpi bile2....

Mr.A, Mr.F nan Mr.N thanx sbb tlah mnjge sy at poly n thanx bgy smgt at sy smse sy stdy...sy x an lupe an awk...sy x benci awk br3...thanx sbb sudi jdy kwan sy lgi...wlpn kte da xde relationship...Mr.A nan Mr.F da de awek...n jge la awek awk bek2...jgn tggl an dorg...tggl Mr.N jew yg lom de agy...klw Mr.N da de awek gak, so mmg dye un bkn jodoh aq....aq akn buang dye dri aty aq...urm....
Aq arap aq pat bhgia cm owg len n cm kwan2 aq...brthan lme cmpi nk kwen da....but npe aq clalu x pat cm tu...npe dorg cke men an prasaan aq....:-'(
Oke la cmpi snie jew my story...pnjg gak cter aq....leyh wt novel nie...hahaha...

Thanx cpe yg sudi bce story sy & luahan sy at my blog nie.....


Sunday, 18 March 2012

Trip To Pulau Perhentian

Pada 8/03-11/03 kelas aq de wt trip g Pulau Perhentian brsme nan PA, Cik Azie n sorg agy pnsyarah, Cik Ida... Stiap sorg kene byar RM165 trmsok BBQ, chalet nan Snorkelling..Agak2 mura ke mhal...Poly hnye bgy stiap sorg RM10 jew..Oke la tu drpd xpat an...Kteowg ingt x jdy g trip nie sbb byk mslah nan tarikh x kene an...Mule2 nk g Pulau Tioman but bajetx ckup lak...mhal lak cmpi RM200 ke atas..xpat la g PT tu...Xsgke lak pat g arah Terengganu agy wt kaly ke2..Kaly prtme tringt la g nan team kebudayaan dlu...smua tggl kngn...Kteowg brtolak kol 9 mlm ary khamis...Cmpi cne lam kol 7 lbeyh...Sempat agy kteowg smbot befday PA lam bas....time onde way ke cne..Yg kelakarnye PA kteowg ciap ckp smua bwa beg roda...da la nk nek speed boat...huhu...ala...mlas nk bwa beg xde roda...klw ringn xpela gak an...yg aq lak xleyh bwa bju ckit...msty nk bwa byk...tu brg pnuh..hahaha...Nthen kol 8 kteowg gerak nek speed boat...de 3 speed boat utk kteowg...yg aq nan geng2 aq msty 1 boat...xleyh brpisah...yg len 1 boat for indian n 1 boat for chinese n e gak cmpur laky melayu an....perghhh!!!best gler nek speed boat...cm roller coaster...hahaha...smpi skit bdan2 tene lmbung..stgh jam gak la nk cmpi ke pulau tu nek boat...nseb bek xde feri..aq xcke nke feri..lembap...:-P..Smpi je at Pulau kteowg brkumpul sat..nk agih an chalet...1 chalet 4 owg...aq 1 blik nan ada,iefa nan kak ann la..chalet iye kteowg ase xpuas aty ckit la...huhu...kipas 1 jew..pnas lak...da plug de 1 jew for kipas...nk charge fon tene g blik sblh...Ptg tu aktiviti Treasure Hunt...cdeyh xpat group nan housemate ku...dorg coh cmpur idian,chinese nan malay...Pas Treasure Hunt kteowg wt aktiviti bola bracun...nie plg best...aq cke cgt men prmainan nie..men baling bola tene an at owg...huhu...owg2 yg at Pulau tu un tgok kteowg men...Lpas tu, mlm xde pe2 aktiviti asenye...dok jewla tepi pantai tu...Pgy sabtu kteowg bru pegi Snorkelling..4 tmpat asenye kteowg Snorkelling...agy best at Pulau Perhentian dri Pulau Pangkor..At lam laut tu chantek2 ikan iye n batu karang...Penyu nan shark jew xpat tgok lam laut..Nthen last ckaly owg boat tu bwa kteowg g tmpt mandy air jodoh ktanye...huhu..cjuk gler air tu...cpe mandy air tu pat jodoh..hahaha..lwak jew...Mlm sabtu kteowg de BBQ lak...Byk gak lauk tene bkar..aq mmg xleyh bkar sbb aq kai dress mlm tu...de ikan,sotong nan ayam jew...Kol 12 bru ciap BBQ tu...pwot smua mcok angin la an..aq mmg xlarat nk mam byk2...Cok pgy lam kol 9 kteowg grak alek...windu lak at mamat2 boat tu...huhu....dorg kelaka...lyn kteowg bek jew...Cmpi at jeti lam kol 10 lbeyh..Nek la bas poly alek...kteowg singgah mam tgh ary at ne ntah...cdap gak lauk iye...Pastu kteowg g Kuala Terengganu..beli-belah at Pasar Bayang..aq beli jersi..utk akak aq bju...mama..aq bli an pelekat peti ais..lam kol 4 lbeyh kteowg grak singgah marang...beli keropok lekor la...pe la an...Lam kol 7 lbeyh grak alek...nthen jem lak tu...kol 8 kteowg still lom lpas ke dungun agy...tu yg cmpi behrang kol 5..Cok pgy tu da de test...mmg gler...xtitow kteowg...alek2 stdy...tu jewla cternye...pnt taip...jom tgok gmba...huhu


 Nie at jeti..kene tggu kol 8 for nek speed boat...
 
Da cmpi at Pulau perhentian..:-)
Time nie wt aktiviti Treasure Hunt... 
 Nie la group aq...
 Tgok la tu..smgt towl aq cari klu lam pasir tu...xjmpe2...last2 tene penalti g andy laut..mmg trbek la...huhu
  
 Brtgkus-lumus group aq nk mndiri an khemah...hhuhu
 Da ciap da khemah my group...:-P
 Dorg baring2 nie sbb tene wt bpe pnjg yg leyh...
 Nie lak tene tnam owg n wt istana...huhu
 Aktiviti nie plg best..prmainaan bola beracun...huhu
 Kwan2 aq jew yg nek banana boat..aq x nek un coz da pnh nek...so, da x sggup nk nek agy...tkot...huhu..aq jgy camera woman jew time tu...huhu

 Chantek an pntai nie...nie la port first kteowg nk snorkelling...
 

 yg nie lak port second kteowg snorkelling...
 Siti Syuhadah Bt Mokhtar
 Sarina Bt Imamuddin

Jom kte snorkelling....tgok ikan . mcm3 agy...huhu 

Nie la Port last...mandy air jodoh..air iye sjuk cgt....huhu 
 Nie jumaat mlm...kteowg lpak2 jew...
 

Pe agy..da syaty da photoshoot aq..huhu....Time nie ary sabtu mlm...aktiviti wt BBQ...huhu 
 Nie la mamat yg jge kteowg nek boat...huhu...dorg best...lyanan bek...;-P
 Ary ahad da...So, time utk pulang la...huhu
Me with ina & kak ann..
Me & Kima
Me & Aizat
Me wih Caer
Me & Matan
 Me with my lovely fwenz..iefa...
Me & Fong
 Me & Tan
 Me & Chin

Da cmpi jeti da....Bubye Pulau Perhentian...Klw de jodoh kite ke temu lagi..huhu
 

Da selesai...Nie la trip trakhir brsme2 1 klaz n PA...Nty da abesh blja at PSAS msty windu saat2 g Pulau Perhentian nie..pape un DAT6C jgn lupe 1 same len ya....still brhubung ye..exspecially, my geng...:-)
K.lh bubye...c u again...:-P